Leaves and Feathers

Surgery in about 9 hours. I feel. . .mostly empty? Ready, but queasy, like the night before a flight. All the prep has me edgy--extra stuff in my room, a partner in my bed. . .too much going on. It was way too hot today, which didn't help. Too much stimulation, too hot too loud too touchy. I'm sure it'll all go fine, I just feel restless and edgy. But I'm ready. I'll be so much more comfortable once I'm all healed up.