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Known Unknowns
Aug. 26th, 2012 01:16 pm- So, I'm in the job interview process for a job I really, really want that would move me across the country. I am excited about the possibility. I am hugely nervous. I am conflicted.
- I don't know when they'd want me to go, and if I go soon I may not be able to see the Poet in October. Even though we'd arrange another time, that tugs on me and aches. . .I didn't expect him at all, and it's hard to know how to gauge the whole thing. He wrote me a poem, and even in translation it's striking. ( http://dkuzmin.livejournal.com/485016.html )
- I am exhausted beyond belief from being in this city. Even the crazy weekend that was PiCon was more restful than a simple Sunday here.
- Being in a city that doesn't seem to have a fannish presence is weird and uncomfortable, I'm noticing.
- There are people and entities and things I will miss in New York, but I really think I need to leave.
- How do you know Home when you find it??
