Insomnia

Can't sleep, so I got up and did my taxes. I miss living alone, I miss when this was less a void and more cozy chatting in the internet darkness. Too tired to write real things, too restless to rest. I miss living alone (I love my fiance) I think what I mean is I miss having somewhere to walk to in the middle of the night and I miss the loneliness on the inside matching the outside. It's hard to be lonely sharing a full size bed but I am. Lonely, restless, lost and it's still the most real I've felt in weeks.

I should sleep.