*sigh*

This is shitty. I'm so tired of worrying about money, and having that worry affect my sex life, and having that stress affect my mental state, and having my mental state affect my spoon-recovery, which then impedes my ability to work on non-paying things because all the spoons go to paying things to try to alleviate the money worries.

Other people bouncing checks does not help. And neither do my student loans. This is a wanting-to-give-up time. Don't worry, I never actually give up, but this is where I vent about feeling like I need to.