gah

I hate this. I'm really unhappy with the situation I'm in. I feel as though I'm only getting clear communication when I'm not face-to-face with the person I have the most conflict with. I'm tired of working it out, I just want to walk away.

I also didn't blog yesterday, and I feel crappy about that. I woke up this morning wanting to punch things, and when the rage found a target I felt worse.

I'm tired of this.

to make up for yesterday

And because I am still angry, a list of things I am grateful for right now:
Smartphones
My girlfriend
Internet radio
Sweet potato chili
Leather jackets
Hoodies
Jeanette Winterson
Public transit
Arnica