I'm such a yo-yo today

Laughing. Sobbing. Looking ahead. Stuck in the past. Self-sufficient. Needy. Romantic. Callous. Top of the world. Depths of despair. I love you. I love you not. A little. A lot. Madly. Not at all. Swing up to fall. Throw and no one catches. Looking for the missing piece of me. . .it's been months since I felt this hole in my chest. I only know two ways to fix it, and I can't choose.

And all this in twenty-four hours.