Melancholy

I just want a sunset, a cigarette, and a ride through the canyon in a Jeep.

Or to cook pirogues in the kitchen with Becca Leah while blasting the Moulin Rouge soundtrack.

Or to Dumpster dive with Arwen.
Eat chocolate frosting in McDonald's with Lisa.
Watch Amby breathe lighter fluid like a dragon.
Get Keith (big Keith) to get us free icecream.
Eat DoubleStuf Oreos, BlowPops and Mountain Dew in the PennWells bathroom.
Lie on the hill by the football field staring up at the stars.

Anything but sitting here feeling like I feel.